Sunday, November 25, 2007
Kenangan bersamamu-Picking up my memories
♥ 11:46:00 PM
Hai,mata ni dah rasa mengantuk, tapi aku belum mahu tidur. Kadang-kadang, aku tertanya kenapa dalam dunia ni ada ramai lelaki yang penuh dengan sikap pentingkan diri sendiri? Entahlah..rasa fed up dengan dorang pun ada. Rasa menyampah pun ada. Rasa tawar hati lagi ada. Macam mana? Besok nak kerja pagi,badan ni rasa letih. I'm having body aching since yesterday, headache.. It seems that guys dont really know what they want, they need, or maybe they dont really know how to appreciate people's arounds them. Selfish isn't it? Sebenarnya, I'm feeling disappointed with guys. Ok, I had my first kekasih when I was 16years old-to under age readers,please not to do stupid thing like what I did ok!- Fall in love with him yang 8years older than me. I know,maybe ada yang kata cinta monyet lah,blah... Tapi sebenarnya tidak mcm tu. Ceritanya unik. Aku sendiri yang melaluinya. Memanglah,usia muda.. tapi dalam usia yang muda tu, dia sendiri ckp yang aku dah boleh berbincang,mampu bersikap matang. Berfikir sebelum bercakap. Nah itu tak semua orang boleh buat. Betul tak? Tapi satu sahaja yang aku kurang ambil tahu masa tu. Kenapa dlm relationship kita tu, ada beberapa bulan yg dia senyapkan diri mcm invisible dari aku. Kenapa? Memanglah,rasa sakit hati,sedih teramat sangat tapi yang peliknya aku masih bertahan. Menunggu dia kembali. Senang cerita, masa tu aku mampu bersabar. Unik kan? Then..lepas hampir 3 tahun mcm tu,tiba-tiba dia kata dia terjumpa schmate lama dia yang dia pernah ada feel. Aku rasa dari situlah dia catch up balik. Huh senang aja kan bagi dorang ni? Tak fikir langsung pasal perasaan seorang gadis yang tulus dan ikhlas mencintainya. Itu..2tahun yang lalu. Semuanya telah pun berlalu bersama angin. Ada yang kata lets bygone be bygone. Lupakan kisah lama dan mulakan kisah baru dengan hati yang tabah dan sabar. Senang bila bertutur dan lebih sukar bila melaksanakannya. Betul tak? Eventhough sekarang ni aku dah pun dpt kunci-21tahun, fikiran aku masih ada dia. Pelik kan cinta? Pelik kan perasaaan? Love doesn't work in the mouth nor the mind,but in the heart. Sometimes I just want him to be with me,by my side. To hold him, to say to him that how much I miss him....... (errrk feeling sekejap).
Good Night,
Selamat Malam buat dia.. (jika mendengar..)
Sweety dreams.......
time claimed what i thought was mine
Introducing-You,myself.
♥ 9:55:00 PM
Assalammu'alaikum, hello to myself & to all of my new friends over here .. (if only I have :-) )
Well, to tell you abt myself. As you know that I'm a 21years old lady working as Customer Service Officer- CSO in the northside of my lovely country, Singapore. I'm the 2nd child from my 3lovely sibling. I'm happily to tell you that I'm grateful to have a such wonderful family to be by my side all the time. Oklah,pendekkan cerita..atau maybe I just want to tell you a bit about my story. The story of this lady. Lady Of Heart. That is me. A small story about me,for you to know. To know,you have to have heart,to listen,to see, you have to notice what is happening around you. For myself, I dont really bother actually what the people's around me I mean apart from my family, want or dont want. If they want to know,they have to listen. If they want to know me better,they have to know & to get along with me. Which I think not so difficult. But,sometimes to be frank, they dont really sincere about it. Panjang berjela pulak rasanya aku bercerita. Lain hari boleh sambung,nak makan malam. See ya in my next epicode!
time claimed what i thought was mine